We abolished our drawing interests
Yeah, I'm now ran out of my character design motivation. That means I am now enough to get rid of my struggling artist career completely which had a bad reputation (citing controversies that I had faced in the past), abolishing my drawing interests for good to resolve the issues with my mental health and gender transition.
Starting from now, we will soon plan to outsource by seeking netrual ones first by having the possibility of a artist search contest form/survey in the future (I am not asking ones from social media, requesting, commissioning, nor begging anymore!).